Boat Ride on the Dam

This is from a while ago but I forgot to post it. Our own little boat experience on our little dam! Cesar loved it. I also got a chance to peddle (read = I went in the boat thinking Gian is going to stay with me but then gets out and pushes boat out into …

Pregnancy – Is it Good or Bad?

In my previous blogs I walked through how my general experience of finding out that I was pregnant and how it was negatively tinted, because of how I had associated memories from my past where pregnancy has been in a negative context. Once I realised that pregnancy isn’t ‘bad’, ‘wrong’ or ‘negative’ through understanding where …

Pregnancy is Not for Me

This post is a continuation to ‘Crap. I’m Pregnant’. At the end of the post I said I would be looking into some of the reactions and my experience within finding out that I was pregnant. So the most predominant experience around finding out that I was pregnant was a definitive negative one. I immediately …

Crap. I’m Pregnant.

It started with being late. Both me and my sister were late though and the other person whose part of our ‘joint’ menstrual cycle was also have some ‘discrepancies’. I had gotten all my pre-menstruation signs: some pimples on my face, chocolate craving, some nausea here and there – but no bleeding. So the days …